Wheeeooooo different groups of friends in poly and they are definitely one of the best. Really thankful to have all these lovelies around for companion, since I was feeling pretty low. I'll always feel better when my friends are around in such situations, just the laughters of theirs make me feel comfortable although i'll always prefer to be left alone at times when im in such bad moods. Ah. Love y'all!
Okay so I'm really tired. Not to mention that I still have too much things to think about. Sigh. Really no mood to blog. I find this world scary, too scary. But I wish I could just smile and keep away all those stress. And you know what? I'm scared. I feel like my words may very well not be taken in. I'm afraid to find out what was said. Which... Might not even be the truth. Oh well. I really don't know what I want, nor what I should do. Life sucks huh. How can life be so stressful? Been so long since I had the thoughts of migrating in the future. I seriously prefer rural areas, dont you feel more relaxed when you are surrounded with beautiful sceneries and the silence of the nature? Anyway.. I realised recently and especially after last night; Things are always being unfair to all the nice people out there, oh why? How weird.
Im sorry, i'm not perfect. Like I said, i'm never good enough.
My world is filled with too many fears.
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